Been rather sick lately, always needing to go to the restroom whenever I eat ice-cream.. nowadays have to stay away from it.. -_- fave food.. how to drink my fave Pure Chocolate From Coffeebean?? wah.. sian lah..

Wanting to call Faisal, and just want to hear his voice. Last friday he cancelled the movie outing, since he had Archery training practice that ended later than usual. apparently, he called me twice, since he couldn't contact me. I didn't bring my hp that day, and I had a feeling that he tried to reach me furtilely. I called him thru public phone, and got through.

4 more days before I go to Kuala Lumpur.. with my friends!! woohoo!! can't wait to shop over there.. and it's about time I take a break too. My sis mentioned she also wanted to go to Bangkok, but it is not confirmed yet.. before i come back to face the pressure at work before the Membership meeting, and eventually the Exco Meeting. I dunno whether I can face the pressure that I exprienced from the previous meetings..

Praying to HIM lately, just thinking of my mom, my friends and my family members. Sad, tired and ranting in pain, I could hope the problem would be solved. I know it would be. It is just a matter of time and the way. hope tat it isn't too much..

Told my mum about both me and Faisal today, and it's about time too. She started the topic, and I mentioned that I already have one... ;b she also had seen him before twice, once during the hospital visit at SGH, when I was hospitalised for eye infection. ( for your information, my eyesight is slightly distorted, but it is better now than the last time, when I really couldn't stand the sunlight. Haix.. it's only when our body get sick then we get serious about it..)

And the second time, during the HAri Raya visit at my house.. my mum recognised him and talked to him for a while.. From there, she had a good first impression of him.. Imma so proud of him.. heehee..

Today i slacked at home, and kept my mum company. she always complained that both my sister and i always go out and the home was lonely.. She needs some companionship. MAke it a family day for just 2 of us.. We watched tv, ate together.. again, it's been a long time since I stayed at home..

After this, I need to exercise.. been a glutton lately, must tone up and get ready for the next day.. hopefully I can slim down a bit lah.. so I can but better clothes.. heehee..

Orite, got to go now... Adios!!

lol..

another day has ended, and it was the most peaceful day i had in the workplace. At least, the workload seemed to be less today.

right now I am cooking porridge for my sis' dinner, and I knoe she will be coming home soon. lol.. I lurfe her soo much. Apparently she had to wear braces and she couldn't eat properly.. poor her. She had to resort eating porridge and other soft things.

For a long time I haven't tuned in this J/K pop digital radio station and I'm hearing 1 slow English song, currently my favourite. but it is sung in Japanese version.

can you give another kiss.. (the rest I can't remember.)

Speaking of Japan, My boss, Mr Lincoln Sim and Mr Kenneth Liang will be going to Japan for a meeting. The Japanese Society of Quality will be hosting them for company bodies associated with Quality Industry. Some members that I know are

Just the idea of going and staying in Japan has been a long cherished dream of mine.

toot

typing this befor I start work again..


Hehe... Sneaking here for a peek before my boss comes back from his lunch.. today is a typical day for me, just came back from lunch and just dilly dallying. I finished all the work already leh..

so now.. preparing myself to do brain dead work..


wah!!!! ><

another event had passed..

just finished updating the post dated 27 february 2005. u guys just read it again lah..

Yesterday is another day passed. I know RSP held another graduation event for kids. it started in the morning whre I opened the training room to see Ruzaini and Sabira. the event started with a few hiccups, but it went well. I was in charge of the registration. unfortunately I didn't show up for the introduction of the group members.

after the event I went to meet Hajjar, just to catch up with the old times. we went to East Coast, and after buying some food, we headed to the rock jetty. from there, I told her what was going on with my life, my guy, and my friends and especially about the 26 February 2005 event.

Then she told me what's going on with her life. I shall not go into detail over here, but all i can say that a lot of things happened to her, and as a result, she became very sick.

I just patted her on the back and the head, saying nuthing. tear rolled down her eyes, and I also cried. I cried for her, and I let out all the frustrations and the sadness and my fear in me.

the sound of waves crashing against the rock jetty was balm to our souls. a little. but I gotta admit that we needed each other's company, and no matter what, we will always meet up and our friendship will still be the same.

thanks hajjar.

yesterday was a day that's filled with good and bad.

the bad thing, I can't explain here.. coz it is confidential. but when it comes to the good part, ahh.. that one I can ssay..

as you guys know I have already joined the lindy hop classes, and last night was the 2nd session. I had a really rough day, and the events were wearing me out. I nearly skipped the class, and running through my mind was the 1st session, which didn't go well. low esteem, sad, and demotivated, I had to drag myself to the class. and to make matters worse, the train stopped functioning for a while.

but things started to get better. the guy who humiliated me, wasn't there with his friend. mst of the time, I get to partner with an instructor. we spent the first 10 mins revising the previous dance moves. we did, and I managed to get the hang of it. both of them introduced more and more moves, and I got dizzy.

after each successful finish, I cheered myself on and laughed with my partner. then d instructor who taught the class managed to dance with me, and he pointed out my mistakes. I corrected it and in the end, enjoyed myself.

but the most memorable period was during the ending session. More instructors came and grabbed the chance. again, I partnered with my first instructor, and we practised the moves. then they wanted us to continue dancing even though we reached the end of the steps. we both did, and in the corner of my eye, i noticed the others had stopped dancing ad turned to watch us. I just focussed on the moment and enjoyed every minute of the free dance. whatever my lead wanted me to do, I just followed. the funny thing is, I just know instinctively what my lead was going to do next and I made sure my moves complemented his perfectly.

we even danced from the beginning till the end of the lesson!! wah.. shiok babe. needless to say, those minutes were the unforgettable moments of my life.

From there, i understood the meaning behind lindy hop. and it inspired me to go for the next class..

but for now I need to practise.. Adios!!